The
____________________
tall
girls
____________________
along
the
busy
____________________
street
:
the
fair
one
,
Leonie
,
with
____________________
natural
____________________
,
looking
neither
to
right
nor
____________________
;
the
dark
-
haired
girl
,
____________________
,
self
-
consciously
in
her
first
pair
of
high
-
heeled
____________________
.
She
turned
now
and
then
,
when
____________________
,
to
look
at
Leonie
,
but
Leonie's
head
never
____________________
.
The
straightness
of
her
____________________
,
the
elegance
of
her
____________________
,
seemed
almost
____________________
to
Janie
.
Janie
was
____________________
and
a
half
,
and
had
been
at
work
in
an
____________________
for
exactly
one
____________________
.
This
evening
,
saying
?
miracle
of
miracles'
,
instead
of
going
straight
____________________
to
tell
her
____________________
of
the
intricacies
of
the
____________________
and
____________________
-
making
,
she
was
going
out
with
____________________
Leonie
,
sophisticated
and
____________________
-
and
-
a
-
____________________
and
well
-
made
-
____________________
Leonie
.
It
was
Janie's
coming
out
into
Sydney
____________________
;
it
was
her
growing
____________________
.
This
is
the
first
time
I've
____________________
through
the
main
streets
at
____________________
,
she
thought
.
?
I
never
knew
the
city
had
so
many
____________________
,
?
she
said
to
Leonie
,
who
____________________
.
Australian
writer
Elizabeth
Harrower
at
her
home
in
Cremorne
,
Sydney
.
Elizabeth
Harrower
:
Australia's
buried
literary
treasure
is
unearthed
Read
more
They
passed
an
air
-
conditioned
____________________
,
and
the
coolness
cut
a
swathe
through
the
____________________
night
.
The
strong
sweet
____________________
of
frangipani
____________________
was
fanned
through
a
____________________
doorway
and
hung
____________________
,
a
subtle
____________________
.
Janie
sniffed
____________________
.
She
caught
the
tang
of
fresh
-
ground
____________________
,
too
,
and
felt
hungry
.
?
We're
nearly
____________________
,
?
Leonie
said
in
the
round
drawling
accent
she
had
acquired
since
leaving
____________________
,
the
____________________
for
her
self
-
consciousness
.
?
That's
good
,
?
Janie
____________________
,
dazzled
by
the
____________________
and
the
crowds
of
young
people
who
looked
as
if
they
knew
____________________
they
were
____________________
,
and
what
they
would
do
when
they
____________________
;
dazzled
by
their
____________________
,
and
doubtful
for
the
first
time
about
her
new
blue
____________________
.
Sophistication
and
____________________
everywhere
:
it
was
a
____________________
to
be
inside
at
last
,
at
a
____________________
for
____________________
with
____________________
,
and
the
waitress
ready
with
her
____________________
,
gazing
at
herself
in
the
____________________
while
they
studied
the
____________________
.
Until
they
had
decided
on
____________________
and
sundaes
,
and
the
waitress
left
,
their
manner
was
cold
,
____________________
,
blasé
.
Then
they
were
alone
,
____________________
,
the
eyes
of
the
other
____________________
and
uncomfortably
____________________
across
the
small
____________________
.
Leonie's
hands
were
smooth
and
creamy
,
the
____________________
long
and
polished
.
She
broke
her
____________________
and
buttered
a
piece
.
____________________
looked
in
her
bag
for
a
handkerchief
,
and
blew
her
____________________
,
although
it
didn't
need
it
.
?
I
think
it's
?
?
?
How
did
you
?
?
They
laughed
____________________
and
pressed
one
another
to
speak
first
.
?
I
was
just
going
to
ask
if
you'd
____________________
your
____________________
day
,
?
____________________
said
at
last
.
?
Well
,
it
was
all
so
____________________
?
?
Janie's
voice
trailed
off
;
remembering
that
she
had
met
____________________
in
the
office
,
she
added
,
?
But
I
think
I'll
____________________
it
very
much
.
'
?
I
____________________
it
,
?
Leonie
said
calmly
.
?
The
other
girls
don't
____________________
me
and
I
don't
like
them
.
Did
you
see
that
____________________
?
?
Her
straightforward
manner
made
Janie
feel
____________________
and
enchanted
and
partisan
.
?
Yes
,
I
thought
something
was
wrong
,
?
she
said
.
Elizabeth
Harrower
author
The
Watch
Tower
by
Elizabeth
Harrower
?
review
Read
more
____________________
had
mentally
declared
____________________
on
Leonie's
____________________
even
before
her
incredible
____________________
to
go
out
after
____________________
:
partly
because
the
odds
were
three
against
one
,
partly
because
the
other
girls
had
____________________
hair
and
____________________
manners
.
Janie
stared
____________________
at
her
____________________
,
where
a
chop
,
a
ring
of
____________________
,
green
peas
,
and
Saratoga
____________________
waited
,
while
her
____________________
brought
forth
a
____________________
.
?
It's
just
that
you're
different
,
'
she
said
,
____________________
to
feel
embarrassed
.
?
That's
why
it's
like
that
at
work
.
'
She
was
about
to
go
on
when
Leonie
cut
in
.
?
They
told
you
I
am
____________________
?
?
?
Yes
,
but
that
isn't
what
I
mean
.
?
Her
____________________
mind
____________________
to
define
the
____________________
she
had
felt
.
It
was
____________________
more
subtle
,
more
____________________
than
Leonie's
____________________
,
her
cultivated
accent
,
her
____________________
birth
;
something
more
____________________
.
Leonie
was
pleased
and
____________________
.
?
What
do
you
mean
?
?
Janie
____________________
.
?
I
don't
know
,
?
she
said
____________________
,
?
but
I
know
I'm
right
.
?
?
Are
you
different
,
too
?
?
____________________
asked
without
malice
.
?
Yes
,
I
suppose
I
am
,
?
she
said
,
picking
up
her
____________________
and
fork
.
?
That
makes
two
of
us
then
,
?
Leonie
smiled
,
a
wide
____________________
smile
,
showing
even
white
teeth
.
Janie
____________________
back
and
felt
immensely
____________________
.
Leonie
was
so
____________________
.
She
seemed
really
to
____________________
her
.
She
must
,
or
she
wouldn't
have
asked
her
to
____________________
out
.
And
,
now
that
they
were
____________________
,
she
was
____________________
than
____________________
.
Leonie
buttered
another
piece
of
____________________
,
and
asked
,
?
Have
you
always
lived
in
____________________
?
'
The
____________________
question
had
come
;
the
first
step
in
the
ritual
of
making
a
friendship
,
as
when
children
say
,
half
boldly
,
half
shyly
,
?
What's
your
name
?
____________________
your
house
?
What
____________________
do
you
go
to
?
?
?
No
,
?
Janie
said
.
?
I
came
from
the
____________________
when
I
was
thirteen
.
We've
been
living
in
Manly
ever
since
.
When
did
you
come
here
?
?
she
asked
,
____________________
in
Leonie's
foreign
____________________
,
but
doubtful
about
mentioning
it
.
She
____________________
how
it
must
feel
to
be
____________________
.
Love
letter
found
in
a
second
hand
copy
of
Herman
Hesse's
Narziss
and
Goldmund
in
Cairo
by
Australian
writer
Raphael
Solarsh
.
A
half
-
told
love
story
emerges
from
the
pages
of
an
old
book
Read
more
?
When
I
was
one
,
?
____________________
said
,
?
so
I
don't
know
much
about
my
own
____________________
.
I
can
hardly
speak
the
language
.
?
____________________
listened
as
she
ate
,
and
____________________
the
fact
that
Leonie
wasn't
shy
about
her
nationality
,
so
it
was
all
right
to
talk
about
it
sometimes
.
They
were
both
suddenly
excited
and
eager
,
____________________
to
know
,
wanting
to
____________________
,
but
remembering
still
to
tread
____________________
,
and
trying
to
hide
it
.
The
____________________
cleared
away
their
plates
,
and
Leonie's
manner
changed
.
She
seemed
almost
bored
.
?
I
suppose
you
know
a
lot
of
girls
in
Manly
if
you've
been
there
for
a
few
years
,
?
she
said
,
raising
her
finely
arched
____________________
.
What's
happened
?
Janie
thought
,
chilled
by
the
difference
.
What
have
I
done
?
She
hesitated
before
answering
.
It
made
her
miserable
.
People
hate
people
who
haven't
got
friends
,
she
thought
.
She
won't
want
to
come
out
with
me
again
.
The
return
of
the
waitress
with
their
____________________
sundaes
gave
her
time
to
cover
her
____________________
to
some
extent
.
When
the
waitress
had
gone
Janie
said
with
a
laugh
,
?
Well
,
no
,
I
don't
know
many
.
?
Leonie
just
said
,
?
Oh
?
?
on
a
note
that
demanded
more
____________________
.
?
I
was
sent
to
school
at
____________________
,
you
know
it
,
miles
out
of
Manly
,
and
there
weren't
any
other
girls
from
my
district
there
.
?
Her
voice
rose
____________________
,
and
she
laughed
again
.
Afraid
of
a
____________________
,
she
went
on
,
?
I
just
didn't
seem
to
meet
any
until
I
went
to
____________________
college
a
little
while
ago
.
?
Leonie
was
relentless
.
?
So
you're
____________________
with
the
girls
from
college
now
?
'
she
said
____________________
,
digging
her
____________________
into
her
caramel
sauce
.
____________________
pricked
Janie's
eyes
,
and
she
looked
____________________
at
her
ice
-
cream
.
She
____________________
lie
;
she'd
never
been
able
to
.
Even
at
a
moment
like
this
,
the
weak
,
dull
,
sickly
truth
had
to
come
.
?
Well
,
I
saw
some
of
them
on
the
____________________
this
morning
?
?
She
____________________
silently
until
a
latent
flame
of
____________________
made
her
ask
,
?
I
suppose
you
have
lots
of
____________________
?
?
It
had
been
intended
to
sound
careless
,
____________________
.
She
would
go
down
fighting
,
she
thought
.
But
her
____________________
was
all
wrong
.
She
glanced
up
at
____________________
.
A
calm
mask
had
replaced
her
bored
____________________
.
She
said
in
a
level
tone
,
?
No
,
I
haven't
any
____________________
.
I
didn't
like
many
of
the
girls
I
knew
at
school
,
and
my
best
____________________
went
away
to
Queensland
with
her
family
three
years
ago
.
?
____________________
,
wonderful
Leonie
!
How
can
she
admit
it
like
that
?
Because
there
are
two
of
us
?
Or
because
she
doesn't
care
?
Or
is
it
just
the
way
she
____________________
when
she
does
care
and
doesn't
want
____________________
to
know
?
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Janie
allowed
herself
to
relax
a
little
.
?
My
best
____________________
lives
way
out
in
the
____________________
,
too
.
I
hardly
ever
see
her
.
?
The
____________________
brought
a
tall
____________________
coffee
pot
to
their
table
,
gave
them
a
check
and
took
the
dishes
.
?
Do
you
like
this
restaurant
,
Janie
?
?
Leonie
asked
as
she
poured
the
coffee
.
Her
blue
eyes
had
a
new
expression
,
____________________
and
____________________
.
?
Oh
,
yes
,
I
do
.
We
must
come
here
often
,
?
she
said
,
recklessly
showing
her
hand
in
turn
.
For
no
reason
that
they
could
have
____________________
,
they
both
started
to
laugh
,
and
they
looked
round
at
the
other
diners
hoping
that
they
would
notice
the
two
attractive
girls
____________________
together
,
the
two
friends
enjoying
each
other's
____________________
,
the
two
lonely
____________________
meeting
____________________
on
____________________
.
The
strange
silent
world
of
adolescence
had
____________________
,
the
____________________
walls
had
collapsed
,
proclaiming
,
You
are
not
____________________
.
Eyes
alight
,
cheeks
flushed
,
voices
bubbling
:
the
questions
and
answers
flew
.
?
Do
you
like
____________________
best
?
?
?
I
do
!
?
?
I
like
nice
____________________
.
I
like
to
____________________
.
I
like
to
see
____________________
.
?
?
The
very
things
that
I
like
.
?
?
What
do
you
think
of
____________________
-
ups
?
?
A
sigh
,
a
____________________
.
?
I
know
.
I
think
so
,
____________________
!
?
No
family
secrets
barred
,
no
____________________
back
from
one
____________________
close
,
they
thought
,
and
____________________
and
talked
,
each
the
____________________
friend
of
the
____________________
.