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“Oh! you said you cared nothing for my sufferings! And I pray one prayer—I repeat it till my tongue stiffens— (someone’s name) , you may not rest as long as I am living; you said I killed you—haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt their murderers, I believe. I know that Ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me always—take any form—drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! it is unutterable! I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul!” [__________] is speaking about [__________].