THE
MOST
____________________
brick
wall
I
ever
came
upon
in
my
life
was
just
five
feet
,
six
inches
tall
,
and
was
absolutely
____________________
.
?
That
brick
wall
was
Jai
.
As
I
said
in
the
lecture
,
I
was
always
pretty
____________________
?
I
was
a
thirty
-
seven
-
year
-
old
____________________
when
Jai
and
I
met
.
?
?
?
?
But
who
was
I
kidding
?
I
was
a
fun
-
loving
,
____________________
Peter
Pan
?
?
?
She
figured
I'm
obviously
a
pretty
____________________
and
interesting
guy
,
?
?
She
was
told
I
was
not
.
In
fact
,
she
was
told
I
had
a
____________________
as
a
player
?
As
for
Jai
,
she
had
been
married
briefly
to
her
college
____________________
,
?
?
Soon
enough
,
I
was
flirting
pretty
____________________
.
?
?
I
couldn't
____________________
during
dinner
.
?
We
went
to
a
wine
bar
,
even
though
I
don't
really
drink
,
and
I
quickly
felt
a
____________________
sense
that
I
really
?
?
?
?
?
I
admit
:
I'm
either
an
____________________
romantic
or
?
.
?
?
Though
Jai
wasn't
thrilled
with
my
____________________
?
?
In
April
,
I
made
arrangements
to
teach
a
weeklong
____________________
at
UNC
.
?
?
?
I
wondered
what
was
in
her
head
.
I
asked
for
an
____________________
.
?
I
was
horrified
and
____________________
.
?
?
It
was
an
____________________
scene
.
?
?
?
?
Look
,
?
my
dad
said
.
?
I
don't
think
she
means
it
.
It's
not
____________________
with
her
behavior
thus
far
.
?
?
?
Be
____________________
,
?
my
mom
said
.
?
?
?
?
.
?